wow so about the last few weeks being absolutely insane. i feel like i've been living in a whirlwind. and not a fun one. almost every night in the last two weeks i kept a record of no more than 5 hours of sleep (average of about 2-3) a night...that was fun. it was my own fault- doing make up work for the end of the semester that i had just never done. and in six classes there were assignments i just didn't turn in- it would be like 4 am and i would just give up. so sue me. i'm going to school for theatre and god has led me to a school already. i guess i can give ortake a paper here and there. it's what isaiah's been telling me for years but who takes advice from him?
this past weekend was a four day one due to semester change and teacher inservice....i was so ready to just relax and see my friends (whom i have not seen for like three weeks) and hang out with other people and start reading my english book early so i wouldn't have to ruch around anymore....yeah, then my mum's uncle had a heart attack thursday morning and passed away so we left for pittsburgh friday night and didn't come back until this morning. it was so sad. he was a really strong christian and all so it's lovely to think of him up there chillin' with jesus, but his wife is absolutely heartbroken. so if you read this, send up a little prayer or two (her name's ruth). the viewings and funeral were okaythough- lots of happy memories being passed around. and it was so lovely seeing all of the family that we only see at christmas and the reunion in august (at a park-- we have a big family). but needless to say i didn't do any of my homework other than what i managed to get done friday afternoon before we left. we got home this morning and i had this strange inclination to go to school for the second half of the day. our blood drive is tomorrow and i'm kind of in charge of it but i had typed up a 2 page instruction sheet for today for my 'second in command' or whatever in case i wouldn't be in school today. plus i had rehearsal after school and i didn't want to miss a.p. english. yeah- going to school today= worst decision in the world. all i accomplished was to get a bunch more work that i will not do tonight because i still have to do the work from the weekend when i was at the funeral, went to a rehearsal and learned a song i already knew, took the wrong way home from cambridge (somehow) and got home with only enough time to eat dinner and start outlining a paper before i had to get ready for dance...and here i am with absolutely nothing to show for today. i could have stayed home and taken a nap, done homework, got caught up, and gone in tomorrow and gotten the new work load with an extra day to turn it in. no more of that. if god gives me a free day to catch up- i'm taking it. well, like i said- blood drive tomorrow so i won't be in any classes, but teachers have this weird preconceived notion that i'm organized or responsible or something so they'll probably expect some work from me anyway. i'll just finish this paper on evolution (yay...) and take it with me. ugh- i have to get up at 5:30 tomorrow....but hey i get a free breakfast at family ties (if i'm allowed to drive- more freezing rain supposedly) so that will be lovely. i'm starting to get what my mum came down with this morning on the way home from pitt so i'll just try not to breathe on any of the sanitary stuff at the blood drive tomorrow.
wow this all sounds so depressing- i'm actually in a fairly good mood because this will be a semi-easy week and jesus loves me a whole lot. and our band's playing at lyona this friday and i might finally get to go see a movie with my friend in erie. and i spent a lot of time making relationships with family this weekend and that meant a lot. now all i have to work on is my little brother. i seriously try....ugh. the devil still thinks he has a hold on me. well- i've read the book and believe me- we come out on top.
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