i got to perform in the musical this weekend. it was amazing. i actually felt like i was doing summerstock for the sake of acting. but now it's over. and i'm back to stage managing. and that makes me very sad.
ryan was here. it was weird and messed with my whole perception of reality but it also kept me sane and reminded me that i am a person with thoughts and feelings and relationships outside of a two building field in bloomfield indiana. we spent my day off yesterday in bloomington (ps-- total hippie town! nobody even looked twice at his dreads or my pink hair- still leftover from the musical) and we walked around outside and ate yummy food ALL DAY and it was the best day i've had in a LONG time. but this morning he left for anderson, then PA, and i won't see him for at least 2 weeks, probably more like 3 or 4. and that makes me very sad.
i haven't paid my speeding ticket, and i just used all my money to get me here, ryan here and back, and both of us to PA a few times. gas is a bitch. i don't spend money on anything else. like, literally. i eat the community food in the housing kitchen (ive been eating hors d'eouvres and taco ingredients for seven days) and don't buy or do anything... just drive all over creation in my little honda civic hatchback with only one working door.
and i have a feeling that not a whole lot is going to change anytime soon.
two of my friends are getting married this weekend. to eachother. i love them and wish i could be there more than anything. they started dating 4 years ago in my backyard. i know, cute.
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