Thursday, February 21, 2008

sufficiently failed today? check.

feeling strangely exhausted after a wasted day
why do we measure days based on the number of things to check off our guilty list?
and if we don't feel we've checked enough off, then we just feel... guilty.

check that off the list.
feel guilty. .check.

i wish my life were based on other people and relationships with them, not my overwhelming individualism and schedule.
it seems easier for others to see how to change that. just change.
and while i'm just "changing," you pick out your largest and longest struggle that is hard to alter and even harder to admit, and change that.
and we'll talk.

not impossible. just overwhelming. and depressing, which puts you right back at the start.

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