an update...

well for anyone who actually reads this thing- i guess a little bit of an update is in store. i'm doing okay. not amazing, butnot terriby either. i am super busy (surprise) but i REALLY like most of the things i;m busy with. i got parts in the next two shows here at au- the first is the part of a 20 something chain smoker NYC chick who is terrible at relationships in a story about four women consoling one of them over the death of her husband. it's amazing- i've never really been coached in a play, and i'm learning so much. not to mention the cast is made up of three amazing other girls. the second show is a series of one acts- the one act that i'm in was written by a girl on campus and is a woman and her fiancee talking in the middle of the night. haha so i smoke in one and spend most of the second one in bed. come out and see them! oh, and because of the class i'm in, i'm building and designing other parts of shows and sets, so with all that plus the fact that i actually am employed at the theatre, i'm basically there most of the time. so if you havent seen me around lately, that's why. but i love it. i have to remind myself that there are other requirements of me... like homework and food.

also, i interviewed for and was offered a position as an RA, but i realized that with theatre next year there is no way i would be able to be in the hall enough to be there for my girls... so i didnt take the spot. i want to do it sooo bad... it tore my heart out to turn it down. but when your major is a lot of evening requirements, things like being an RA unfortunately get pushed out of the question. sad. so now i'm trying to figure out what i'm doing this summer- i'm looking into a bunch of different internships- theatre, ministry, and some au stuff. who knows. i just dont want to sit at home for three months. sorry meadville kids. i want to use my summers to try out other things to see what i want to do eventually... because i still dont really know.

im headed to phoenix for the first half of spring break (march 10- the day after my birthday- through march 15, when i'm flying back to pittsburgh (!!) and going home for the last few days) to see my brother. i LOVE him so much. like, i dont think i can explain to you how much i love that boy. he means so much to me- he is the best at being a big brother. justin is gonna maybe come up from uma to see us, and isaiah's trying to plan a motorcycle trip to see the grand canyon!!!!! he's taking a day or two off of work and school, basically it is going to be amazing, and i will be there exactly one week from right now!

anyway, those are the outside things... maybe later i'll get into some of the inside things. but i'm okay for now. okay. i love you all.